I'm not quite sure where to even begin. As usual, it's been months since I've written.sometimes I wonder if I should delete this blog, since I'm not faithful to it. But I do like to go back, re-read my posts, and remember what my life was like, what I was feeling, or if anyone inspired me to write anything down. I'll bring you up to speed on my life in the past few months. I'm moving back to Austin in the next few days, and although I know this is the best thing for me, this is what I've wanted for months, I'm scared. I'm nervous. What if I move back and it's the worst thing I've ever done? What if I move back, and I fail at my job? What if my old friends moved on? What if no one has time to see me? What if the film community doesn't welcome me back with open arms? There are so many "what ifs". But...life is crazy and beautiful and gorgeous all at once, and I'm ready to see what it has to offer. This will be a life-chang...